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Beethoven's Grief
Writing a gorgeous black and white keys on a piece of music

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love aint lust
EeTing
Melody accompanied by the story sounded, You do not reveal an extraordinary biography of. Angels at dawn to come at night, Wake-up is full of wonders the fate of.
I love my clique. I love my boyfriend.
I'm anti-social. I don't really start conversations. I hate crowded areas. I curse people in my mind.

You're not a judge but if you're gonna judge me, well sentence me to another life.


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RIP Benjamin Daniel Breedlove
Friday, 30 December 2011 @ 19:16

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=35O3E3T3GKQ

Yes, I broke into tears after watching Ben's video. Ben Breedlove inspired me. He is an Angel with a message for us all. Aspire to look in the mirror and be proud, we should all give it a try. While on Christmas day I was having a great time, I didn't realize that there was someone dying and in pain. I hope when it's everyone's time to leave this earth, we can all say that we are proud of everything we did in life, we may have made mistakes, but we wouldn't be where we are today. Ben, thank you. You made me think about life, about everything. You are such an amazing person. You're now a beautiful angel, with a beautiful smile. :)
RIP Ben Breedlove.


Updates on N'Level result !
Tuesday, 20 December 2011 @ 19:31

Got N level results yesterday ! :)

Eng - 4
CH - 3
Additional Mathematics - 2
Elementary Mathematics - 1
Sciences (Phys/Chem) - 1
Principles Of Accounts - 1
Chinese - 4
Chinese Oral - Merit


EMB3 = 9 points


JOKE !
Sunday, 27 November 2011 @ 14:50

Subject: Sex education by pua chu kang explaining sex to chu beng's son, Aloysius.
Aloy: Why is making love so enjoyable?
PCK: Aiyah, ah boy, enjolable becaws, same like when you dig your nose with your finger mah!
Aloy: Do you think women enjoy sex more than men?
PCK: Of course woman lah! When you dig dig your nose, your nose feel better than your finger, right?
Aloy: Why do women hate it when they get raped?
PCK: Ai-yah! Say, you walk along the load, den someone come over and dig your nose, you like or not? Ehhh ? Don't pray pray ah!
Aloy: Why is it a woman cannot have sex when she is having her menses?
PCK: Oy!! If your nose bleeding, you still go and dig meh?! Siow ah! Use your blain, use your blainnn!
Aloy: Why is it most men don't like wearing condoms when they are making love?
PCK: Ehhhh, when you dig your nose ah, you like to dig with a glove on your finger or not? Not the same shiok feeling mah. Corlight or not?
Aloy: Why is making love carried out in private?
PCK: Ah boyyyyy, use your blain, use your blainnnnn ........................... You go and dig your nose in flont of your whole class izzit?! Stupid lah!!
Aloy: Wah...... Uncle Chu Kang, you very good!!
PCK: Aiyah...... , 'Best in Singapore, JB, some say Batam, and now, the whole world!'


Boy, I love you .
Sunday, 10 July 2011 @ 14:24

I want to make you dinner.
I want to go shopping with you.
I want to fold stars for you.
I want to share candy with you.
I want to call you and say hi.
I want to sing you a song.
I want to be there for you through everything.
I want to hear your problems and comfort you when you cry.
I want to drop everything i’m doing just for you.
I want to make you feel like you’re the most special person in the world.


I am not crying, I am just hurt beyond that point.
@ 14:17

I don’t get it. I thought you were fine with me already? Yea, you still won’t accept my friend request. I get it.. I guess you’re afraid I’ll go and beg you back or something. I made a fool out of myself. How come just the very idea of my existence makes you so damn angry? Wow, I never knew you could hate someone so much.

And what sucks? You swore you’d love me forever.

Sure thing, cutie pie. I’ll love you forever because of my fucking inability to stop thinking about you, but I bet you hate me like your worst enemy. For what reason?

Because I still love you? It can’t be that you’re still hurting, because duhh you’ve moved on like a marathon.

So what the fuck have I got to do to just.. make peace? I just need closure. Just an acknowledgement of friendship. Then I’ll let it all go. I wouldn’t even try to be your best friend because it hurts so much I just want some closure. But no.. Time doesn’t change a thing. You still have such a huge problem with me.

Trying to be mature.

But come on, you used to love me. Don’t try to deny that. Yea, it’s the past, but you did love me? Admit that. So why can’t you, in respect of our former love, not be so fucking hateful to me? Yea you were unhappy, but we did have happy moments too. Can’t you see that? You used to just want to kiss me the whole night, and now you hate my guts?

I know you’re not the weak kind who will miss me or look back. I know you don’t need anyone and you can move on easily.


LOL
Tuesday, 24 May 2011 @ 17:27

Wooohoooo~!

Passed all my exam except for Social Studies.! :D


Sitting on Great-Grandfather's leg..
Sunday, 15 May 2011 @ 10:57




Never able to take this photo again, because my Great-Grandfather had passed away last 2 week :(


RIP , Great-Grandfather..


Death .
Sunday, 1 May 2011 @ 16:18

You can shed tears that he is gone, or you can smile because he has lived.
You can close your eyes and pray that he'll come back, or you can open your eyes and see all he's left.
Your heart can be empty because you can't see him, or you can be full of the love you shared.
You can turn your back on tomorrow and live yesterday, or you can be happy for tomorrow because of yesterday.
You can remember him only that he is gone, or you can cherish his memory and let it live on.
You can cry and close your mind, be empty and turn your back; or you can do what he'd want, smile, open your eyes, love and go on.


It too late to regret ..
@ 15:59

Everyday I saw people leaving this world and I thought why didn't we cherish our love ones when they are alive? Why we would only realised it when they leave us?


* Death leaves a heartache no one can heal, love leaves a memory no one can steal.


FML !
Saturday, 30 April 2011 @ 17:24


What are friends for? When they are backstabbing you non-stop, and you keep forgiving them? From now onwards, I am not going to bother about you anymore. PLEASE FUCK OFF! I don't need you to be my friend.


If you love me, tell me.
@ 16:23

Seriously, I really don't know what you want now. If you don't want to go on please tell me, so that I won't have to stay here and wait for you.


Move on..
Thursday, 28 April 2011 @ 17:33

You don't laugh on the same joke again and again. So you don't need to cry over the same problems.


For once , you loved me :')
@ 17:17

The only reason why you won't let go of the person who makes your life miserable is because at one point, they made your life worthwhile.


I have no reason to continue to love you~
Friday, 22 April 2011 @ 18:11

I do not hate you, but I have lost all the reasons to love you.


I love you.
@ 18:06

Whatever you asked me to do, I will do it without a second thought. ♥


You changed .
@ 18:03

You're not the person that I knew back then.


Everything is fake.
@ 17:42

The hardest thing in life is letting go of something you thought was real.


what's love?
@ 17:17

Love is two sided.
Love is about sharing,
Love is about understanding.


Scary Nightmare !
Saturday, 16 April 2011 @ 14:57

I am not worth your love .